埃城
Monday, 3 October 2016
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Friday, 15 April 2016
The magnificence you have seen
The girl by the lake, Ngari, late Summer 2009 |
Wednesday, 13 April 2016
下午的雨
生活一直继续的话
会看见极端贫困的终结吗?
会看见输送海上风能和大漠阳光的绵延电网吗?
会看见极端贫困的终结吗?
会看见输送海上风能和大漠阳光的绵延电网吗?
这些日子 我用大把的时间来完成积压已久的事
多么奢侈
回过头 发现大雨将至
会是一场唤醒春天的雨
多么奢侈
回过头 发现大雨将至
会是一场唤醒春天的雨
生活一直继续
有一天 眼下的这一刻
也变成了回忆中 一个遥远的 平淡无奇的下午
有一天 眼下的这一刻
也变成了回忆中 一个遥远的 平淡无奇的下午
Thursday, 7 April 2016
Sept 1 2015 写在想你们的夜里
时间不算残忍吧
它只是把当初借给我们的 索要回去
它灰白稀疏了每个头顶
像颓唐的雨林
流失了水土 也流失了钙质
骨头软了腰就弯了
硬朗的只剩那一口气
浓茶 烈酒和生理盐水
都冲不走身体日积月累的酸性物质
把脂肪和毒素统统推向腰间
不亚于冰川堆石一般艰难而决绝的态度
快乐的激素也是有限的资源
像煤 像原油和天然气 挥霍殆尽
抱怨的言语和温室气体
排得人窒息
情绪就像气候的极端
捉摸不定
有点残忍的是
它还顺道偷走了少年人心里面暖暖的同情 痒痒的好奇
浑浊了曾经赤裸裸看世界的眼睛
磨平了青春疯疯癫癫的直率
轻狂的勇气和侠义
让我们所爱的人啊
事啊 物啊
就在我们眼前
以各种姿态 失去
然后把世故塞满每一条抬头纹 鱼尾纹 妊娠纹
直到满得溢出黑黢黢的暗沟
直到每个人都变得一个模样
更有的时候
它甚至明抢
卷起长江的浪
卷走你们装着回忆的 装着照片和家信的大木箱
还在黑夜里 差遣来张牙舞爪的狼
撕咬你们的梦和光荣
书和闪闪发光的勋章
然而 它并不是每次都能得逞
并不是奈何得了所有人 并不是这样
还不是有佝偻的农夫
拖着锄头
衣衫褴褛的拾荒妇 破了洞的塑料袋里拖着一天的收获
满身污垢的流浪汉
平板车上拖着他的老瘸狗
还不是就有这么不服输的人
还有你们
天快亮了 我慢慢想着 慢慢想起
时间是怎样慷慨地赐予过我们
我们所能奢望的一切
又是怎样在最后
挥散去你们如游丝般的气息
但它终究没能把你们磨成圆滑的模子的样
弯着腰 低声下气 妥协着
脸上涂着厚厚的粉 讨好着
精致地活着 活成一模一样
利己的人
你们就是这么地不服输
Thursday, 17 March 2016
好想学着一生只爱一个人
NOVEMBER 12, 2011
Where has all this time elapsed? We’ve been married for four years and eleven months.
Different doubts, I have had many.
Where will another five years lead us to? Probably somewhere in the South where there is adequate sunshine and tremendous thunderstorm, close to a tender bay. Wind blows from the ocean at dawn and night, empowering the healing. Birds rest on the pole tops in the roadside pond before sunset. White shells swim along the river and then settle down on the sandbar. They turn into pieces and eventually, into sand and ash. It is a place not too far from where we came from.
We shall go visit the little penguins and skate and spin with them.
I will write a book, on my wooden desk next to the window facing our garden. There will grow a lemon tree so a yellow gem can be picked anytime. A bush of rosemary will flourish near the front door of our yard. Its aroma enlightens every walk of life passing by the lane. We will have friends drop by on Sunday afternoons. Camomile tea will warm us up before going to bed on winter nights.
All my doubts will find themselves the answers in the end. All I need to do, is to give every one of them a try.
Monday, 14 March 2016
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